Peek a boo!

Hi Sensei!

Been a long time since I last wrote to you. Yes, I have been very lazy and have been procrastinating a lot. It's prone to happen when it comes to me. I know I have to change this bad habbit of mine but it's not an easy one to break. >.<

So, I couldn't make it to the Kanagawa University of Technology either and well, I'm not that sad about it actually. I've found another route to further my studies in Japan. This time it will be in Kurashiki, Okayama. Hopefully this time I will be able to enter.

I've got back the letter from Soka University and the funny thing is that they couldn't tell me the reason why I got rejected which is very weird! Hahaha.. Maybe I wasn't meant to go to Soka University but to Kurashiki University instead?

I don't know but it's "okashii" and also "fushigi" at the same time. D:
But nevertheless, I am so grateful that through my chanting I got to meet Kayoko san who is the person in charge of the Liason office in Malaysia of that University. She was so helpful even during our first meeting and I think she is a very capable person! She can speak so many different languages fluently!

Well, I hope that this time the application will go much smoothly and I can ace the interview which I'm not sure if it's for the JASSO scholarship or the university itself.. Meh, alls well ends well..

ALL THE BEST TO BOTH OF US!

:D

Regards,
Alison

Hello!

Dear Sensei,

I woke up this morning still being very dejected. I was still crying after I got out of bed but I still went to work in the morning. Being in the office I tried my best not to be moody and as well as not to cry.

Still being very down during lunch time, i tried google-ing to look for other alternatives and to my surprise that there was actually another university still available to apply for. I immediately sent an email to my mom telling her about it.

My mood became better ten fold. I was so much happier knowing I still have another chance. :D Everything lightened up!

And guess what? The university is in Kanagawa. The place where sensei first started to do the world wide kosen-ru-fu! I started to think that maybe Soka Univerity is not where I am supposed to be but Kanagawa instead..

Now I am waiting for my certificates to return from Japan and hopefully I will be able to send in my application on time which is the 29th November. Please really let me enter this time. I really really want to go so badly!

I will pray for it very earnestly for it and this time I hope I don't fail once more.


Alison

My first letter

Dear Sensei,

I have been wanting to write things I want to say to you on this blog for quite some time already but I gave myself many excuses but I guess today would kind of be the day of the best reason for me to write to you.

Tonight is a very sad day. I have just received news that I have been rejected from my Soka University Japan application. No doubt that the topic does sting my heart and it seems to not leave my thoughts no matter how much I want it to, I will still move on.

No doubt that I am so lost and that I have no back up plans, I will still try my best for tomorrow. My tears are not willing to stop no matter how many times I tell them that I need to stop crying especially in front of my parents. I know how sad they must be too looking at me like this but I really just need some time to cry about this and I will be okay the next day.

I promise that I won't let this bother me at work tomorrow. I promise I will do my best and look forward to what is coming. I will not give up just because they have rejected my application.

Thank you very much for all you have done. I hope I will be speaking with you about much more happier matters soon enough.

Yours truly,
Alison